finished sch at 3.30, wanted to juz jog ard cuz everyone else pang sehed me n they are not gg for fitness. but it was too hot, so i went to play squash wif tash, grace n oe. was like hiding under e squash court deciding whether i shd go for fitness considering i was e only j1. so when e j2s went to the store to collect the sticks i was like hiding in e squash court until they went away. den tash was a only one encouraging me to go for fitness, grace n oe were saying dun go. anyway after a long discussion i went home lah. den at home i couldn't get over ponning fitness, so i cycled back to sch, thinking even if i eventually pon fitness i have done some excercise. k so i was outside sch, chloe juz finished pe, i decided to juz go look at fitness awhile. n after a short dicussion i joined them for fartlegs. ok so itz abt 11 rounds i guess. but e fun thing was e singing while jogging n yea me not lagging behind. hmm. den was suicide as they call it. i stupidly forgot to bring my bottle in n was practically dying of thrist, thnx ting2 for giving me lots of her water. yups fartlegs. so on my way out saw agnes den walked to e mrt wif her. itx nice to tok to someone in e nite alone once a while. i feel like i'm back in cedar, i feel so childish once aagin. but wadehell juz hope i can stay on...
gg to collect reasults l8r, dun actually think i'll do well, but not too worried also. haix, kaifong said she wasn't worried till she stepped into sch. but pple r all saying i'm crazy to not be nervous, i carn help it if i'm not, i think itz better that way. why izzit everytime i've found something i really care for, some mystical force always seems there to take it away from me?