ok this whole -unable to do pumping thing- is due to muscle fatigue. it can take up to one week for ladies to heal n only takes 3 days for men, how unfair. anyway symptoms r, muscle aches n soreness, or even swelling, and reduction in the degree of arm movement. cure:1)juz ignore it, it will heal by itself, prob 1 week 2)eat muscle relaxant, cure in 2 days. i choose the second n it was a stupid decision cuz i lots all my inner arm muscles n my arms r saggy. i need to train up my arm muscles all over again. from scratch. i carn even do a single freaking girl's pumping. i'm hoping hockey dosent require me to do pumping anytime soon, gonna throw my own face. k it has been a week into this n yes, i'm recording it down for future refernces. i'll make a big announcement the day i can do proper pumpings once again.
ok that aside, i'm gg gym tml to trn my muscles back. went to my aunt's hse yesterday. i stopped myself from going to the gambling table knowing that i'll lose this year. yea. i managed to control for 2 consecutive movies but my hands got itchy n i went to play during the last 10mins or so. i lost 12bucks. in 10 mins. luckily they got tired n stopped or i would have lost more. stupid lewis won 53. that stupid pig, all those born in the year of the pig won this year. my sis lost 14, she played throughout, the biggest loser lost 30, my aunt. if we're wondering why we lose so much, that is because we play wif 2 bucks minimum bets. jason started that rule, we have followed it ever since.
i'm juz praying for a miricle to happen, for my to be able to do pumpings once again.