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hate the esplanade, hate 39s yea, n i hate e no 2 cuz i still carn bare to hate the no 5...damn itz my fave no. hate wad? spring? yea spring part of year day. but i suck...juz 5 in 2, i carn make it, so i guess i've lost the game wif only 20...was aiming for at least an 80....which perhaps i was there but ass...freak. greek to u, perhaps u'll never got to know wad does it mean, but i tell u it juz freaking hell...if everything was connected to like physics n god, perhaps perhaps, but i think itz only fantasy, it wun happen. perhaps if u hv the same interest in me u'll get wad i mean but i guess not. n i dun want. more hates...staircases, running, looking dumb, being castrophobic, n hate being wad i'm good at, sucking.
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k....i'm like n will be pmsing for 2 whole months...warned my class already, think they hv had juz enough of me. especially huiting...shd i like say sorry for snapping? hell u caused it. why shd i? maybe? but itz over.
think i'm like crazy now...shall use ms poon's method to like clear my thots if not think i'll like do things i did in pri sch...like tearing up stuff? i dunno, but i'm mad